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JL @ Wendover Aylesbury England 08

天气依然是燥热无比。浑浑噩噩的桑拿天气时我站在Satellite Farm的广场上和Rich等着IBC排爆队的检查。A short conversation brought up so many topics. He is such a fun and talkative guy.

IBC的security check比我想象的要严格许多。每天进入之前都要排很长时间的队伍，然后无论我怎么小心仔细的将身上的物件一个一个的放在随身的Puma包里，警报器还是响个不停。I think I can’t help it after all.

眼睛还是因为天气的原因有些浮肿，清晨耳边的鸟叫已经消失不见，房间里的空调吹得太猛让我有些招架不住。

一不小心将iPod里面的歌曲删去了大半。也好。开始从CD假上拿出一些很久没有听过的老歌，Chemical Brothers, Lamb, 王菲, Alanis Morissette, Mazzy Star等等等等。

我很好。

JL @ Scotland UK 2008

轉眼間5周就已經過去，一時間還不能適應這裏炎熱的天氣和隨處的噪音。

整理旅行的照片，依然不敢相信we’ve done so much in such a short time. 一幕一幕的slide show在我眼前，風景只是傳情的工具，記憶和人情才是懷念的重點。

淩晨兩點受jetlag之苦坐在窗臺向外發呆。漆黑的夜色裏我也仿佛能夠看到southern pier碧波浩淼，海天一色，海鷗不斷在盤旋鳴叫。

離開是為了尋找歸屬感。幸運的是，我找到了。

那歸來呢？

Dear all,

Thank you so much for all your support and kindness. I am leaving here tomorrow and will not be back for a while.

This will be a quite busy trip as well, London, Edinburgh, Oxford, Cambridge…… I can see a lot of social occasions now already. Well, guess that can’t be helped.

I know that I will be a different person and hopefully a better one for this occasion. The only thing I am sure is that I am being true to my heart right now and will definitely regret later if I don’t do so.

Don’t know what else I want to leave here. See you all again later.

JL