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JL @ Beijing 4 X’mas 07

仿佛每隔一段时间大家就要对我的工作生活加以评述。难道流言也像荷尔蒙过剩或者大姨妈一样会采取迂回战术？原来以为只是学校的老师才会这么有闲情逸致一边喝茶一边八卦周围同事的种种。现在发现这样的人总是如影随形的跟在我旁边。

35 year old virgin sent me a text message saying how disappointed she was about the other night, saying how thoughtful she was ‘helping me out’ by setting up the dinner thing. And all I could say is, mind your own business please. Have I ever EVER asked you for a favor? Any sort of favor would count. Ever? If not, please swallow this bitter fruit because you planted yourself and there is no one else to blame. Especially when the one should be complaining, me, hasn’t even done so. Honey, you are not entitled to do so. You are not happy? Serve yourself.

Your judgments don’t define me. Not at all. But will I judge your life? No. All I am asking for is for you to leave me alone. Let me have my own life and leave me out of yours.

我就是我。I am not who you think I am. I feel sorry for the people who don’t have anything more important than gossiping others’ lives but I am not going to apologize for being who I am.

一张已经out in the market for several months的hip-hop专辑给我们带来的新一轮抒情ballad.

Apologize by Timbaland feat. Onerepublic

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

Chorus
That it's too late to apologize
It's too late
I said it's too late to apologize
It's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new - yeah
I loved you with the a fire red-

Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like an angel
Heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

Taken from Album 

James @ Maine 07

辛苦准备了将近十天的考试终于结束。效果有好有坏。There’s nothing more I can do for it anymore but wait for the result. Sounds like I’m sentenced. But well, C’est la vie.

精神紧张了一整天加上晚上的工作，回到家的时候已经11点。还要帮一个朋友补习第二天考试的英语。顶着屏幕看到最后，我脑袋都已经麻木了。Nothing coming in or out of my brain. 勉强挣扎着撑到了1230。到了床上到头就睡。

睡了个难得的懒觉。醒来之后在床上赖着，就是不愿意起。吃东西，听音乐，打电话，传简讯，看杂志，看DVD。一直耗到了中午才起来。洗了个澡就去和事儿妈hang out. 大姐在事儿妈家借住。然后我们三个就天南地北的聊了一个下午。话题包括：旅游，电影，盗版商，艺术家，国外生活，国内生活，谁是文艺青年等等。我更多是个guest star. 那两位才是大仙。

今天圣诞。我不大喜欢过洋节。不过还是要应景的说声Merry X’mas!

我这个人不是很喜欢所谓的大片。虽然也觉得有些电影烧了那么多的钱，应该去影院看支持一下。我也对那些标榜自己多么独立的艺术电影不是很感冒。毕竟我不是文艺青年。所以我总是退而求其次的喜欢看一些小成本的喜剧电影。不是很艺术但是会耍一些大制作不敢用的小聪明。

这次的<I could never be your woman(情不自禁爱上你)>就属于这个范畴。不算太过于俗套的剧情+略显夸张的表演+不时闪现的小幽默=relaxing evening in bed. 诚然，这样的电影永远不会有高票房，也不会成为小众的追捧对象，但是我就喜欢这样酸甜可口的小菜。

Gemma Ward for Simply I by Gilles-Marie Zimmerman 07

心底里希望你已经谱出新的恋曲。因为只有这样我才能从此将心底种子彻底杀死。那颗已经在我心底埋藏很久已经萌动的种子。

你们每周见面一次。也算是远距离恋爱。交通工具是浪漫的火车。我们曾经做过的班次你还记得吗？我们坐在月台的长凳上登着属于我们的列车。当时觉得那是一列开向永恒幸福的列车。我们坐在那里，十指紧扣。紧紧握住对方的手仿佛那样就能紧握幸福。当时太阳暖洋洋的晒在流浪狗的身上。它舒服地翻身起来伸了个懒腰，吃我们扔到面前的香肠。

现在你们穿梭在那两座城市之间。之间的壁垒已经被融化。只是，这样的消息孤单的人总是抵挡不来。我只能微笑的祝福你们。因为重新看到了你眼中的忧郁已经被快乐代替。这已经不再是我能给你的。

JL @ Sichuan 05

兜兜转转的在北京城里转悠。吃了两次官老爷的傲慢态度的亏。公交，地铁加出租车。途中还在出入境管理局帮助一对苦命鸳鸯填写表格。好在最终事情圆满结束。只是要在26日取领取通行证。势必又要take some time off work to pick it up. Well, I can still call that a nice Monday.

Still really bothered by French. Don’t think that I am the French kind. But will surely work hard to deal with it.

Qu’ est-ce que c’est?
Je ne sais pas.

超级喜爱的舞曲DJ Armanda Van Helden05年专辑<Nympho>中的第一支单曲。充满趣味的情节设置和Spalding Rockwell的情趣表演make you feel nothing but fun!

JL @ Hong Kong 07

虽然刚刚回来了不到三个月，期间也已经又让Maggie从旅行中给我带回了一大堆的东西，我还是禁不住诱惑决定在港岛迎接08.

生活没有大的起伏。在为明年夏天的dramatic change做准备。户口呀，documents呀什么的，也挺让人心烦的。Plus the last assessments are approaching as well. It’s quite challenging but it seems that I’ve got no choice but facing them.

周末会加班，下周一回去派出所和出入境管理局。But things are looking up because I’ve got the clear picture now right in front of me.