如•果兒 -- 家裏蹲著醉酒王子

Dear all,

Thank you so much for all your support and kindness. I am leaving here tomorrow and will not be back for a while.

This will be a quite busy trip as well, London, Edinburgh, Oxford, Cambridge…… I can see a lot of social occasions now already. Well, guess that can’t be helped.

I know that I will be a different person and hopefully a better one for this occasion. The only thing I am sure is that I am being true to my heart right now and will definitely regret later if I don’t do so.

Don’t know what else I want to leave here. See you all again later.

JL

JL @ Beijing 08

朋友在MSN上抱怨说，你要太久没有更新blog了吧。我仔细想想，也是。然后就顶着宿醉的头晕脑胀坐在电脑前面打字。

最近的party实在太多，而且名目繁多，偏偏还没有一个能推托得掉。End of year, birthday bash, farewell carnival…… 今天晚上还有一个Swiss art exhibition with free cocktail, 看样子明天早上的宿醉是逃不掉了。

杂志买来了一堆，就放在那里放着。夏林在博客里说要等着明年的时候大看上千张DVD的梦想的确tempting，只是现在的自己看着电脑和水果都头晕，如何谈得上装文艺？

Luckily enough that I’ve finally bought the outfit for the big day after loads of drama the other day. And luckily that kinda fulfilled the responsibility to attend R’s dinner with the prestigious M. The food was amazing but honestly speaking I was a bit bored and thought it was more or less a bit pretentious. Ah, well, what’s done is done.

最近收到礼物不断，夏林的，Ken的，Jo的，Rita的……盛情让我很感动。在这里一并谢过了。礼物就不在这里陈列了。

眼看就要动身了，suitcase还饿着肚子躺在地板上等着喂食，我却实在找不出时间来准备。Most of the trip has been arranged and there’s only a couple of days are still open for discussion and action. Well, guess it’d be a real busy trip this time, but fun the same time of course.

JL @ Beijing 08

马上就要动身去英国了。看着日历上一个一个的格子被我划掉，我却丝毫没有感受到大喜到临之前的那种兴奋感。Guess it just hasn’t hit me yet. Well, it may take time.

已经不停的开始吃散伙饭了。席间朋友也会不停的问这个问那个。虽然我知道他们是关心我，但是我个人其实还是算挺讨厌回答个人问题的。因为从心眼里面就是觉得这些只是我个人的事情，跟别人是没有什么关系的。周日的时候还要有一个party。It’s very nice of Alice, Annabelle, Kelsey and so many other friends to throw us such a big party, even though I don’t know how it’s gonna be, I still need to say thank you for your kindness and consideration. It means that we do mean something to all you guys. 只是，周日上午可能还要cover另外一位老师的课，现在还不知道时间会不会冲突。希望能够做到让每个人都满意才好。

Blog更新的频率越来越低，但是并不代表我生活得不好。只是觉得没有什么动力来更新。当然，这些事情只要随性就好，不用强求的。

BTW，刚刚看完了<Gossip Girl>第一季的大结局。很喜欢这套剧。比当年的<The O.C.>有过之而无不及。近期teenage drama的No. 1非此莫数。

JL @ Today’s Art Gallery Beijing 08

已經過去一個多星期了。可是心裏還是抑制不住的湧出悲傷。經歷了從震驚，悲傷，理解，不解，憤怒，更加巨大的悲傷的一系列心理變化。

一直不敢看太多的消息，怕自己會受不了悲傷帶來的強大衝擊。直到那三分鐘，警報和喇叭的悲鳴讓我淚流滿面。

即使現在再看當時的重播我也依然不能自已的噙滿淚水。